Thursday, April 2, 2009

I'm in such a RUT.....and I can't seem to get out!

Well, miss "happy go lucky" over here is in such a rut. I just can't seem to shake it. I've let my house go, the laundry go, and haven't even had a desire to cook. Now, if you know me, this isn't me! I love doing housework, making my house look beautiful, cooking for my family, making everyone "happy." My life is so blessed....wonderful family, friends, church family...then what on earth is wrong with me? I know I have to "roll with the punches," as my mom always told me, but I just feel like my whole world is closing in on me, crazy huh?

I'm not a person to get depressed, or sad. Yes, I get sad, but always look on the bright side. I had a good upbringing....I'm very positive! Today I'm not......I am a blessed person with a great family. My hubby loves me to the fullest, I have 2 great kids who love (and take advantage of) their mom. Then why on earth do I feel this way? Maybe it's my turn in life to be unhappy for a while.

Please dear blogger friends, don't judge me. I need to get through this without any harsh comments, and you all know who you are! Pray for me, love me, and I will be "back" soon. I've always written about my feelings, dark or light, so today they're dark. Love me anyway.